

Thoughts behind not cuttingI sit here trying not to hurt myself I mustn’t think the way I do It isn’t all or nothing I tell myself it’s just a feeling And it too will pass like all the othersThoughts behind not cutting
I see the scars on my wrists A constant reminder of a past I’m not proud of Sometimes I want to cry when I think about how I’m hurting others as I hurt myself I remind myself this and I try to change my thinking
I study my arm How fragile, how thin How could I do this to myself What is the point A tragic way of coping that has continued too long
My insides ache, longing f


Go Now Words, Be Rid of MeThe great writer has returned Out of the shadows of the depths of my mind Words now flow where they once had died A river that I refuse to let run dry Do not desert me these words of mine Come out and be freeGo Now Words, Be Rid of Me
Expose yourself for all the world to read Hurry now, you must be rid of The darkness and the cobwebs that once was my mind It’s time to celebrate
The pen in my hand The words hurry out
They’ve missed this thing I will keep writing Go now words, be rid of me Onto this page is where you belong Not locked in mind who will not let you be


Thoughts at 2amI lay here in the dark Scared of the thoughts that fill my head Wondering what will come tomorrow Wondering if I can make it through I think these thoughts I mustn’t think There’s no way to stop them I feel so lost, consumed by my head The one thing I cannot control What will become of me in this state How is it that life just keeps going on I’m lying here waiting for an answerThoughts at 2am
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Hate is not a family value.
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